How Nancy Excelled at Safeguarding Oneness in Our Marriage
Today would have marked our 42nd wedding anniversary. Ever since Nan went home to Jesus last May 31, I’ve wondered how this final major historical marker would unfold for me.
As I paged through our wedding album this morning, tears fell again. I have so many great memories of life with the wife my youth. We enjoyed uncommon oneness by and large throughout the years.
In this personal post, I want to pay tribute to Nan the peacemaker. She took Eph. 4:1-3 seriously in the church and in our marriage. She eagerly preserved the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. She embraced the blessedness Jesus promises in Matt. 5:9.
I offer these ten practices for the benefit of any marriage desiring to know abiding peace in the home.
One, she loved Jesus more than she loved me (Matt. 10:37-39). From the day of her conversion, Nan counted the costs of discipleship. Jesus was first in her affections. She knew it was not wise to pursue her satisfaction in me. God never made any spouse fit for that.
Two, she chose not to allow me to control her joy (1 Thess. 5:16-18). She had to learn this over time, but she got there. She came to distinguish the difference between what was about me and what was about her. And when it was about me–and it often was, she released and rested in Jesus.
Three, she perfected the art of asking me questions (Prov. 20:5). Nancy got me big time on this. She knew if she challenged me outright about something I thought, said, or did, I could so easily get defensive (again–that’s on me).
So she kept respect for me high while making her point by posing thoughtful questions to draw out my heart. I loved this about her! She engaged my heart; she didn’t stomp all over it.
Four, she refused worrisome nagging, choosing rather to wait on God for change in me (Prov. 21:19). It’s not that Nancy wouldn’t say hard things to me. I assure you, she knew how to do that well (see number six below). But once she made her case with me, she let it rest–asking the Lord to do in my heart what only He could do.
Five, she didn’t peacebreak (Prov. 15:18). Some will question my memory on this. It is true just the same. Nan lost her cool with me only one time in all our years together. Frankly, I deserved it. Outbursts of anger crush oneness; we simply refused to go there by God’s grace.
Six, she didn’t peacefake (Eph. 4:25-27). Sorry to say, I specialized in stuffing my anger and punishing Nan with the cold shoulder treatment. I got better over time, but Nan never struggled with fear of conflict issues like I did. She consistently told it like it was in love.
Seven, she overlooked my sin–a lot (Prov. 19:11). Nan outright forgave me for my offenses over and over again without saying a word. SHE WAS NOT EASILY OFFENDED. This matters so much to marital oneness.
Eight, she consistently forgave me for my sins (Eph. 4:32). Nancy lived out the gospel of grace by showing her chief-of-sinners husband forgiving grace. She practiced the four promises of forgiveness–especially never using my past as a weapon against me. Good grief, I was a fortunate man! If you only knew.
Nine, she embraced assisted peacemaking with me when necessary (Phil. 4:2-3). We visited a fair number of Christian counselors over the years. We never regretted the investment. If we got stuck with maintaining oneness, we got help restoring oneness.
Ten, she never wavered on her covenant commitments (Matt. 5:37). On December 21, 1974 Nancy Masologites spoke vows to me, Curtis Heffelfinger, promising to love and to cherish, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, for better or for worse, until death did us part.
Death did us part this year, but Nancy’s legacy lives on in so many ways–including in my aim to be a better peacemaking man and pastor for the rest of my days.
Thanks, babe, you were the best.
Thanks Curt for sharing. As I sat reading I kept finding myself inserting Ann Marie’s name in your comments and realized what a high bar she set and I’m so thankful as it has brought us both closer to our creator. I’m wiping tears as well ( of joy) just realizing how blessed I’ve been by her. God Bless!!
You’re welcome, brother. I appreciate you adding a tribute of your own! Grace and peace.
Such an honoring tribute setting a life example and reminder to help all of us be as intentional as she was to love unconditionally and walk continuously in forgiveness. What a gift her life has been!
Thanks so much for your kind words, Sunday!
Christine and I wish we had known Nancy better than just meeting her here and there. An excellent wife, who can find? We can’t, for they are only gifted from the Lord. What a gift she was for you to fully enjoy all these years. It is the Lord’s turn to enjoy her face to face where she in turn can enjoy him by sight, no longer just faith. It is wonderful to read the praise you gave her that she deserves. I’m sure King Lemuel’s mom had no idea that praise in the gates would one day include somethings called a blog on the internet. Have a wonderful Christmas celebrating our even greater gift, which made the relationship you had with Nancy possible.
Thanks for this, Greg! I love my connection to the Van Nada clan.
Thank you for sharing this beautiful tribute. I look forward to meeting her in heaven.
Thank you for posting a comment!
I have read this a few times. A motivating and inspiring testimony for me!!
So glad you found it helpful, young lady!